Friends-ception

I have a group of friends, who each of them have their own group of friends, and idk how to make friends with them, so fuck. Haha, it's awkward to talk to them, and my friends now just hang out with their own friends more, and me hanging out with my Malay friends all, make me feel like a sore thumb cos they normally talk in Malay to each other, I learnt some words but I cant sense the belonging feeling still, so... Idk I think I lost my friends alr, or on the verge, so fuck. Haha