Alone does not equal to loneliness

Awesome, dk why I ystd so emo, and insecure and scared at night, anw I had the whole day in school to think through things, so I kinda emo-ed my whole day, some ppl ask whats wrong I just say I'm sick, which was kinda true too.. Anw I thought through, man... Since I dont have much friends now, I can go out and have those alone times in the airport or cafe doing homework or studies, maybe chillax and read a book and do things I always wanted to do. Maybe if someone wanna join me, I don't mind but I don't think anyone would want to do that, but it's a cool idea, so I'm gonna study, read a book, chillax somewhere alone, during one of the days I guess, probably off my phone too:) haha awesom!