sorry:/

I just want you to be happy and cheered up, if I can't do and someone else can, I rather you to be happy, I mean if you stay and not be happy,I rather you to be happy, I dont know why but I think I'm in love with you, I mean i told you I like you but I never told you I love you, cos idk if you feel the same.. Im sorry for not talking to you in the past, you're always with your friends talking I just dk how to talk to you when you're alr so happy with them, I just feel glad you're happy, and smiling but I want you to be happy all the time.. I'm sorry I start trying to talk to you just recently Idk I have no guts ever to talk to you, I just dk how, cos I'm that shy.. Yeah many don't believe me cos I never shown that I shy but I am.. I dk why but when you let me otp with you I'm just so happy,even the letter you gave me I kept it close to me like a treasure.. but idk if you do this stuff just cos you pity me or something.. I dk.. Idk how to feel and think still after that thing, but my feelings for you didn't change idk why.. I want to be close to you but if you're happier without me I rather that, so yeah this me being vulnerable and yeah you're beautiful, I fell for you cos of your smile and your cheerfulness, I'm sorry if I made you feel lousy or I can't help you but I hope you smile and be happy cos that's the best thing you can do for yourself.. Ifyou like someone else alr, go for it, I believe he's gonna be better that me..Idk how to end it soo..yeah