what I've learnt

Bottling up sucks, even writing it down is hard. Sometimes, I just get angry for no reason, and that's the point I always remind myself to bottle it back again as soon as possible. Just typing this got me so fidgety, like I want to stop but i'm posting this to remind myself why bottling up is bad in the future. Even though I'm still doing it now. Well, first thing is you'll get super sensitive and everything people say will become personal to you, Bad or Good, it will always be there with you in your mind. At times, you just hear songs that makes you emotional, too emotional that you choose to bottle it up again, even if its the reason you got emotional. You will leak, as in not cry but all the emotions you kept in will leak out, sometimes you get all sad for no reason, sometimes you want to punch someone in the face, sometimes,you just want to hide away till it gets better.. For now, I'm hiding, hiding my emotions, hiding myself from the outside, but i don't need to hide from my school friends, cos they don't really care. so yeah. And remember, to remember when you're finally happy, remember that felling and why, cos that's gonna keep you strong till the next time you're happy. So have fun reminiscing your past, and congrats for getting this far..