its not that i have no one

I can't say that, I have my cell, I have friends(probably) I have a God too, and its the one I don't doubt but believe. But its hard to share stuff to any of them, its either I'm not there, or they're not there, but mostly cos I keep running away from problems. I know I got problems and thats the problem, I don't trust that I can handle them properly, so I'm my own advisor. or listener, whichever me likes. haahah sigh one day, maybe I'll find someone to share my problems to, maybe I already met them. Fingers crossed