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I know why I'm a failure and a mistake. I disappoint, I'm not brave. I don't do what I say, I can't keep commitment. I over-think. But I guess it's true that I'm not good enough, never was. I'm scared shitless about my future and wouldn't do a thing about it. I know everyone's imperfect, but wth? I'm like full of shit. Plus I watch What would you do? Eps.. it nice to see that there are still people who care for one another, but it sucks to know that I wouldn't have done the same. I wanna be a better person, I wanna change, I know I'm not a badass or "gangster" or cool like my friends are, but at least now I know what I wanna be. oo and I wanna go to mission trip for the right reason.. I shall pray for that, I finally found a goal of some sort, for now.. I hope it helps