The fuck

I feel fucking worthless, and this is the reason I was fucking happy when I didn't have to go. Today was another fucking waste of time, I see what I didn't want to see, I feel like shit, friends? What fucking friends? They all have their own friends. They wouldn't care less about me I wouldn't care for me either. Well fuck this fucked up feeling. Fuck myself. Fuck what I think. And fuck how I feel. Fuck my feelings and let me just die in an accident. It's better that way too.