what...

Hmmm past few days, i feel messed up, I don't know whats wrong with me tho.. I just start doubting everything, yeah even people, even though I don't show it. Yeah, to me, people care because they don't want another episode what happen, they don't care about me.. yeah pretty selfish for me to say that, but no one reads my blogs so, i dont think this will affect anyone. No one cares, that's the sad truth.. I know how it feels when you're at your lowest thats why I kept my company to those who are down... It's ironic that, we want to be left alone yet need company.

Had fever today, slept for awhile in recess. yeah k, so yeah what a nice day i had, over thinking and negativity kills me inside, at least I braced for the worst before it happen.. yeah