Sec 3, the suckish feeling

First, I alway say stuff here, cos no one normally reads it, hey, it look like attention seeking if you post on twitter or Facebook, or maybe pathetic. Yeah, but if I don't express myself, I just feel more pathetic. So I have this blog, and not alot of people reads it, so here it goes. I really don't feel part of the class, but I don't mind that, at least I got friends, I sit right at the end at a corner which I like, but it's far from them. So, most of the time in class, I kept quiet. The classes are mostly boring, I pull through most of them tho. I don't look like I have many things on my mind, but in my mind constantly racing around subjects, grades, my crush, will I make it to good school and stuff. So I just stop talking about my crush, I started studying like siao. Yeah, remember that I felt left out? I know God's with me but I just cant feel it. I really hope someone or something is gonna help me. Wish me the best for my studies:) hope I get the peace in my mind soon