extreme tired one

forget my previous post, today, we had a revival sermon. The preacher preach we listen. But after the preaching, he said we can only be hot or cold no luukewarm in christianity, so he invited those who want to be hot for God to come in front, which is many people. And soon, he ask us to hold hands while the leaders walk around and pray.my cell leader prayed for me and then later my ex-ex- cell leader prayed for me, and while he prayed I cried, I realise today was like one year anniversary to what happen last year where everything started, I realize at that moment that I wasn't depress I was just mentally beating myself up and I didn't care. But after that session, all the tears I realize no more of beating myself up, slowly I will try to get up again hopefully