Hi, lol. How do I start this? I can say I'm alone, no one cares, and you know why? I can tell. Look if its him or her who starts tweeting about how bad their life is, ppl will tweet to them, just to comfort them. they even comfort each other so yay them. I still like her, but I guess she likes someone else... so oh well. I know I tried and at least, I could say that. And going back to no one cares about me, I guess thats what I learn this year, "you only can depend on yourself, no one really cares for you even if they do, its only for awhile till they  get bored of you." That.. and becos I keep it in, bottled up. so yeah.. kthxbye

please stay

I know I stop posting posts here for a long time, well that's cos I realize no one cares. It hard to accept that, thats why I didn't tell anyone about how i  am for a while. I lied to my leader saying im just tired from my camp. and he ask me to go home rest, I said nahh i lazy, but i knew that once im alone in my room. all the thoughts come back to haunt me, and soon i realize i wasn't good enough, not for anyone or anything. I can't give up  though. But I don't feel like continuing... im not asking for pity or anything.. im just letting out some piece of my mind