What's up man?

I guess I was disturbing you thats why you didnt reply me. Anywho, it's hard to share my feelings or how I feel to others it's hard and no one cares.

Mye

Sigh it's hard to not feel "extra". Hard to fit in, having the thinking that it's hard to trust others, probably im hut a hi-bye friends to lots plus MYE is Tmr, sigh studied and still feel like its not enough cos of bad memory...

Empty

Went though the week feeling like shit. And on top of that I tried hiding it, cos no one cares anw do why bother? Did many stupid stuff got into trouble, not because of the stupid stuff thou.. Fuck my life, seriously.

saw this on Youtube, Talking to the moon lyrics

'I'm sorry I'm too impatient. I'm sorry I'm not a good guy that could wait. I'm sorry my efforts aren't good enough to move you. I'm sorry I can't endure pain. I'm sorry but I'm just too paranoid. I'm sorry I gave up on you.

But you're the only one that ever made me feel this way. I just wished we were together...'

I feel him, haha i know how impatient it is to wait on her, Man sometimes it sucks that and I get paranoid by it and thinking you found someone better, but I guess I just holding on still :p yep... cool

Alone does not equal to loneliness

Awesome, dk why I ystd so emo, and insecure and scared at night, anw I had the whole day in school to think through things, so I kinda emo-ed my whole day, some ppl ask whats wrong I just say I'm sick, which was kinda true too.. Anw I thought through, man... Since I dont have much friends now, I can go out and have those alone times in the airport or cafe doing homework or studies, maybe chillax and read a book and do things I always wanted to do. Maybe if someone wanna join me, I don't mind but I don't think anyone would want to do that, but it's a cool idea, so I'm gonna study, read a book, chillax somewhere alone, during one of the days I guess, probably off my phone too:) haha awesom!